Re-Tunning I.,II. by Adamus Saint Germain

My dears, you need not to be like good students while answering the questions, there is no wrong or right answer, only the answer that is born within you! Do not answer from the mind, however, it is important that the concept be apt, expressing all that you feel inside, for it is the starting-point from which we are now starting off our intense mutual work. If the basis is not good, not deep enough, then everything we built upon it will be quite wobbly. It is important that you give yourself time for answering, and that the answers express not what you wish to think but you do not know yet, but that what you are thinking, feeling about the matters right now! Please, bear this in mind. You will deceive nobody but that part of yourself that is craving the truth so badly. Do not show the answers to anybody, please, they are your being’s innermost secrets, starting off a process inside you that is, for the time being, better to be kept within yourself. Do not talk about the answer with others while we are doing the exercise, and do not read other people’s answer, please, respect this! It really is immensely important to be relentlessly honest to yourselves. If you now deceive yourself, you are losing an important opportunity of experiencing something about yourself that until this point you have not known. Yet, you came here just for that, my dear. Be courageous and honest, indeed, we do see you!

1. Define who you are in one word!
2. Now define, in one word again, what you want to become!
3. Now name the person you love the most in the whole wide world, and again, in one word, define who she/he is!
4. Now define in one notion the difference between the two of you! (That is, who she/he is compared to you!)
5. Now formulate a sentence on what this world you are living in is like! Try to define this in one short sentence so that it contains everything you consider important in this world perceived by you!
6. Now, my dear, I ask you to define yourself in this world, in one short sentence, by forming a relationship system between you and the world!
7. And lastly I ask you, my dears, to define your life in one way. Give it a name, anything that expresses your existence to you, as if you were giving a title to all that what your life means!

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Re-Tuning I.

/channeled by Dóra Lendvai in front of a live audience in Budapest, 2009.04.25/

 

Greetings, my dears!

I am Adamus Saint Germain. Let’s adjust a little bit the energies here, for they are going in all directions. And what do we need for energy adjustment? Just take a deep breath, and position yourself into your body. Relax… And now let’s begin our intense mutual work with the starting point I gave you. With the help of it, now we start off a transformation process.

You have the seven questions and answers in front of you, so let’s see them. Position yourself into you, taking a big breath anew. We need our total concentration to do this work, for we will bring about a huge transformation with those who are willing to do so. So here we have seven answers. For the time being, let’s put aside the questions, and let’s see what we have created with the seven answers. It is actually nothing else but a self-definition from seven different points. It shows in truth that who you are, what you think of yourself, how you define yourself from seven different points. We’ll check these point and that what they show about yourself, and then after that I will give you an interesting technique of how to be able to move one step higher anytime you would be stuck.

Let’s see the seven points:

The first point is about defining who you are. This is actually nothing else but the way you define yourself as a man, as a physical being in this physical, earthly existence. Well, you live on this Earth in a physical way; leastways it is your illusion, so to speak. You define yourself from this point. The level of your consciousness, or the expansion of your consciousness is actually stemming from this point. This does not mean that someone with an expanded consciousness will get to be outside of his physical part, no, it merely means the way he is able to define himself from this point, and how wide range of vision he is capable of seeing from this perspective. So the first concept you wrote down on your paper shows you to what extent you are earthbound or ascended as a physical being, to what extent you are still attached to this earthly environment, or perhaps able to transcend it at one point. You will see this through this definition. Try to look at it in this way now, it shows you your human, physical definition, to what extent you deem yourself a human being and the degree you could go beyond this. Now store this within yourself.

In the next question I asked you to define what you wanted to become. That what you want to become will define your being from an emotional viewpoint, foryou give feedback to yourself, like a control device,through the emotions, on whether or not the experience, the encountering point with the outside world, was pleasant. Emotionsare inducing the desires along which you are moving in a specific direction. And this second point is showing you your moving direction from this physical starting point, the characteristics, the speed of your movement, along those emotions, desires that are like a rocket engine propelling you. Emotions always affect you from outside. They are an answer, stimulus arising within you to the outside world, and they need to do nothing else but manifest themselves, because that’s the way it propels you forward. If you do not manifest emotions, then you will be standing around in one place, making the energy be stuck, and therefore incapable of flowing, and with this your natural movement directions, which would be propelled by these emotions and desires, are changed. So the second point is showing you your emotional Self, the desires that are propelling you, and which direction you are moving in now, and also that desired Self, that inner part of you that you could not as yet manifest, you feel that it is not yet you, but in any case you wish to attain it.

In the third question I asked you to name that person you love the most in the whole wide world. With this I wanted you to define yourself from a point that can be called a kind of mental point; that is, which element of the outer world – if we may call so this dear, beloved person –can you best identify yourself with? Love is nothing else but the sense of oneness, feeling that somebody or something is just like you, it is you, you discover yourself within the other. Through love you can encounter that part of yourself that is within you, but for some reason you are placing it outside yourself in order for you to be able to face it and identify with it and therefore be able to experience it more fully. So the third point is showing you how you define yourself on a mental level. I do say mental level, for the mind is that what is able to systematize the things conceptually, form the line between Self and not-Self. It is the limit between your consciousness and your human part, andis capable of self-reflection, which is the continuous awareness of yourself. And your being relates to the mind like your self-definition to this beloved person. So the third point is showing you the way you see and define yourself from an outer point, that part of you that you are able to identify with, and you like the most.

In the next question I asked you to define in a notion the relation, the difference between you and this beloved person, who she/he is compared to you.With this actually I showed your being to yourself from a soul point. I showed you that color shade of your soul essence that now you are embodying here on Earth. The otherness in the beloved person, the line – separating him/her from you – of which you can tell that that’s already not ”I”, will show you that outer world, ina tiny shrunk form, that you live here on Earth through the color shade of your soul essence. When you incarnate onto Earth, you choose for yourself a shade from that color scale in which you, your soul, so to speak, defines itself. In this physical plane, you call this the character, and this character will define for yourself what you world will be like. If you arrive with a yellow shade, which you will blend with a little bit of brownish shade here on Earth, because that’s what you want to realize and manifest, then, my dear, all your world will be glittering with a yellowish brown shade in front of your eyes. You will always see the whole world in this color, for you are the one who is creating this world. And that beloved person, whose little attribute we defined with one notion, that in truth separateshim/her from you, will show you the color of your soul in a condensed way, because this little point outside of you is what characterizes your whole world.

Our next question: How would you define this world you live in? Now again, this is the soul shade’s conscious manifestation. This is the consciousness level. You defined yourself on a consciousness plane. With this you showed yourself the way your consciousness defines itself, for your consciousness is what creates your physical form, this physical self-definition, the world around you. It creates the setting that supports this earthly role you play. In truth, this setting does not exist.You are just imagining it. It’s all an illusion. It is here for you just to show you who you are. Consciousness is when you realizethis; you grasp it that you created this whole world. Real consciousness is when you not just grasp this with the mind but also experience and feel that you are the director who put himself on stage to play a role and designed a setting to support this role. All the setting, and all the elements of it- everythingeven in the room you are sitting in –support that what you are now, that what you think of yourself now. And the sentence you wrote downabout what this world is like to you, shows you from what point, on what level your consciousness defines itself. And to what extent this world definition makes you be a director, observer, or a character on the stage, is how it shows that.

And now we arrived at our next point. We need to define ourselves in this world, for we are living in this reality that we created around ourselves, and in this reality we need to somehow manifest ourselves. And here now we put together the soul and the consciousness level. The unity of soul and consciousness is the spirit. Spirit itself is nothing else but the soul shade, the color you represent, together with that consciousness that is able to state: “I Am the (color) orange”. This two together form – on a high level – the spirit, which is in truth your Divine Essence. And how you have placed yourself in the world with this sentence, shows you exactly, my dear, to what extent you deem yourself creator, God, someone who is forming your life, or perhaps a victim of it, like a puppet controlled by this setting. How big segment youare – as a tiny little holographic part of God – in this infinite Universe, is shown to you as well here, in such a way that the size of your role in this world you gave yourself in this sentence, is the proportion of your whole spirit to the Universe. Taste this a little bit! How big part are you defining from yourself? The relation between you and your world truly shows you what self-definition point you are at right now.

And lastly, I asked you to give your life a title, and try to define what this whole existence is about for you. This is nothing else but that universal self-image that provides you with that perspective on your existence that perhaps from the first point you cannot define now, for you are defining yourself on an earthly, physical, human level at the moment. Yet, this universality is there, it is seeing you. Therefore this title is actually telling you who you consider yourself from a universal viewpoint. It is showing you how this universal viewpoint is seeing you now, and what the relation is like between the two of you.

So, here we have seven answers, my dears. Seven points of your Self, seven phases, so to speak, of your beingness by which you define yourself. This is a unity. The seventh point is the synthesis of the first six points, and it shows you what in truth the first six points is about for you. And if you answered them honestly and now you are looking at them, you can see your self-development, a very true mirror of yourself. It includes everything you are now. It shows you who you are at this moment.

And now we’ll play a game with this. I am going to try to peel a layer off of you. In truth there is a layer, even though everybody thinks the answers are mirroring truly their being. But actually it is not so, my dear! I will show you how you are still able to lie to yourself, deceive yourself, and I will show you that when you think you are able to manifest yourself nakedly, without layers, then indeed, there are still other layers to be peeled off.

So, now, you have your list with the questions and you’ll need a new blank paper. Just erase your answer to the first question totally. It’s not there any more! Therefore, now we have six answers. Now please, concentrate! Things will come up from very deep, my dears, so I ask you to draw yourself inwardcompletely. We are going to play a game. If you think it is silly then at the end you can say that it was silly. But now we try to do everything with one hundred percent concentration, and when we’ll have finished the exercise, you can draw a conclusion.

So, we erased the first answer. And now we’ll move this list of questions from its place in such a way that the answer to the first question will be displaced by your second answer. So the first point is: define who you are! And now there will be an answer that previously showed us what you wanted to become. Now draw yourself into this answer, you are in it… and you feel how untrue that is to the new question, don’t you? In the first question cycle it was a desired self, so this in no way can be a self-identifying point. So we defined ourselves in this way, and now there is a dissonance, an abyss between this definition and the idea you have of yourself. And now start thinking about what is separating you from this desired self, why you cannot place this answer to the first question. Try to write down concepts now. Go deep, please, and check why this answer is not matching the first question; what is separating you from it. What do you have within yourself due to which you cannot reach this point now? We need to bring this now to the surface, my dear, for up until now you were not aware of this. It was there within you as a latent desire, but in this way you have not yet realized what is separating you from that. Now we are taking it out of these drawers, and put it here, on the table. Start writing it down, for anchoring something notionally is immensely important, even if it may seem foolish to you. Defining something notionally is an act of creation. Don’t forget this. When you wish to create something, you need to know how to formulate it. Now we are going to bring about this creation by taking these definitions out of the hidden drawers.

So keep on writing down the concepts on what it is that is separating you from the desired self, what is that flaw, so to speak, within you which makes you unable to reach that. Because now we have to make this definition be the answer given to the first question. Just write it down, do not stop, the recognitions are coming up continuously. Please leave out the mind. Throughout the entire task we are working not from the mind, but from an inner set of recognitions, so to speak. These are all within you; I just open a valve up with the help of my assistants. We are helping you energetically too, but draw yourself inward, for that is how we are able to help these recognitions emerge. When you have those concepts written on your paper, there will be a notion not defining truly that who you are. For example, to the question “what do you want to become?” you answered that “smart”, then of course right now you do not consider yourself “smart”, therefore what are you now, my dear? Yes, “stupid”. So, to the first question, we are now writing a concept that is in truth the opposite of this concept, it is a negative concept. But it’s a concept without a “not”! So, instead of “not smart”, write a converse concept, expressing lack. We define the opposite concept, like “stupid”. If you wrote that you wanted to become “all-powerful”, then now you are “powerless”. So we must look for the concept that shows us that lack by which we cannot reach this desired state. My dear, I am telling you againthis is not happening from the mind, you cannot find this out. Concentrate, please! We are fully in the exercise now, because you are here now to revive at long last something within you. And you may regret not concentrating a hundred percent!

So we have the negative concept, expressing who you are in a negative way. Then we must stop here, my dear! Take a deep breath… Put yourself into this concept, and take notice of the fact that this is what you create for yourself! Day by day! You see this in everything around you, my dear. Everything! In me, Dóra, Gábor, all the people around you in the room, the city, in your whole world. The moment you wake up in the morning, the first thing you do is create this lack, which is actually moving you in a certain direction, yet you have never approached it from the side of deficiency, but you focused on the desired purpose. In doing so, you didn’t notice that you created this concept everywhere for yourself. If you take a look at your life, you can see everywhere this concept. In the people, your family, your objects, your activities, everything.This is you now, my dear. And you created for yourself a world around you that truly reflects in every point of it that you have this deficiency within you. Taste it, and put yourself into this lack. As you, and those who come with me on this path for a long time, may know that deficiency always seeks to be balanced out. Deficiency is a –1 that will in some way start you off on a path. We taste and experience this now.

To the second question we have an answer that was the answer in the original list to: define the person you love the most in the whole wide world. Right, my dear? In our new list, by which we make this transformation in your self-definition, with asking you what you want to become, and with the definition of that beloved person, you can see anew – through that beloved person’s being – that you are still far off this. You love him/her very much, and can identify with this person, but there’s something inside him/her that you do not have, so to speak. And the reason you placed outside of yourself, and experience this beloved person as an element of the outer world, is to face that part of your being that is not there within you. So here we have a definition, as the definition of the beloved person. And now in order for our new list to be attuned, I ask you to re-formulate this definitionso that you keep the meaning of it. The original question was: “what you wanted to become”, and as an answer we have this definition of the beloved person. Now in this regard, there is negativity again within you, for you are not this at the moment. Now write down a concept defined in negative (not-ness). For example the definition of the beloved one was “angel”, for you see this person as an angelic, innocent being. Then actually what you wish to become is “notvicious”. So what do I want to become? You need to write down the negative concept of the definition of this beloved person. Not this, not that.I know that now we employ the mind a little bit, but you do need the mind to get along here on Earth. So, we have another concept. It’s a quality that every second you prove to yourself that you are it. In our original example, the beloved one is an “angel”, and you want to become “not vicious”. Then you should know that you are deeply vicious. That viciousness is there within you. And you prove it to yourself all the time. Now try to dive into this concept. Feel it.Actually, you should feel that you always prove this to yourself. But the more you struggle and battle against it, the more you demonstrate to yourself that this feeling is there within you.

All right. Let’s move on.What was the next question? In the original list it was about defining this beloved being. And actually as the whole question cycle was slipped, at this definition we are getting the difference between the two of you. And by this, now you are going to face a quality within you that was placed out of yourself in the first list as something you do not possess. Now look at this from another perspective. If that is the definition of the beloved being, then it is there within you. It’s there, my dear. For you are able to identify with the essence of this definition by way of love. Now try to sense why you were not able to believe that it is there within you. Try and find it inside you, for this newly shifted list will show a much truer picture of yourself than the previous one answered on the ground of a kind of layer. We have the question on defining with one concept the person you love the most, in addition, there is this quality, attitude that is about you, within you actually, but for some reason you cannot identify with it. We are finding now the reason why we cannot do that. Taste this a little bit. And when you realize that in truth you are able to identify with it, you need to re-write this concept in such a way that it be a matching answer to the third question in this new question cycle, yet without making any changes in its content.

The next interesting thing is to define the difference between the two of you. How you relate to each other. With this we created the line between the Self and not-Self. And here we have an answer that was the answer to the description of the world in the original list. You have to know that when you are defining the world in a certain way, then the people, objects, things you love, are showing you your world on a small scale. The way you connect to people is the way you connect to the world. So here we have an answer, a sentence. I asked you to formulate a simple sentence that shows us what your world is. But in this new, truer, layer-free list, it is showing you the difference between you and this person. And the difference is that this world is inherent in this man’s being. As you are trying to think of the way this being manifests him/herself to you, you can see that the way you defined the world,was an outside point for you, but for this man it is within his/her being. Now we re-define the difference between the two of you concerning that this person is able to possess this world within whereas we place that outside of ourselves for some reason. Try to formulate this in one notion. Not with a sentence, because originally too I asked you to write a notion. All right. I know I am talking a little too fast, don’t worry, you’ll have time to examine this list, but right now I don’t want you too contemplate too much on it.

Next question. I asked you to define your world you live in. And we have an answer here next to this question, showing nothing else but how you relate to the world, so, my dear, now we placed ourselves into our world definition, we are within it. We now look at the world and ourselves from a higher perspective. Previously, in answering the first question cycle, we could not do that. Now we moved ourselves beyond it. What is the world for you? To this we have a definition in which you are there, my dear. You need to learn to remember and keep this viewpoint, for this is that higher viewpoint, that higher consciousness perspective by which you’ll be able to transcend the everyday problems of your physical existence. Try to taste it, and match this answer to this question energetically. Try to re-formulate your world definition in such a way that you, yourself within it, that unity of “I” and the world, be kept. And actually now you look at it from an outer point, for the definition of “I” and the world is a relation that I can only examine and perceive if there is an outer, higher vantage point where I can look on this two together. So now we re-formulate this simple sentence to another one, still simple, in such a way that it maintains this viewpoint while giving a matching answer to the question. If you feel that the original answer is matching the original question, then leave it like that without modifying it. You should modify it only if something in the formulation seems to be tottering to you, for it is then just a matter of conceptualization that needs to be bridged so that recognitions may come up. So try to re-formulate it now. Write down everything so that it can beanchored down! Without this, all the acquired knowledge spouting through this door we just opened up will slip your mind, disappearing into thin air, and then tomorrow you’ll wake up to a morning just like today, however, that’s not our goal, my dear!

The sixth point wason the relationship system between you and your world, how you define yourself in this world. But now, as an answer we’ll be using the title of your whole existence. This answer is in truth showing you the way you make your beingness flow, everything about the mannerin which you exist. I wish to use my favorite expressive car symbol for describing you, because in this case the answer is telling us all about the “car” features that are defining the way it is going on this road. It is showing us the wheels, tires, engine, different devices, which all are determining the car’s speed, direction, the fashion of its course. So here we have this sentence showing us the way of your existence, but in our re-transformed question list this is the answer to: what is the relation between you and the world? If you look at this answer thoroughly you will see that it is showing you where you are heading for, where this existence-definition deriving from a deficiency is taking you, the manner you place yourself in this world, and also the degree you actively engage in influencing your own world, or you might be a passive sufferer in it.

And now, thanks to the list-shifting, here is the seventh point without an answer. Indeed, there is this existence-definition we now need to perform. And I ask you, my dear, please transform a negative sentence from that previous point where there was our title by which we placed ourselves in this world. Define a negative sentence on what your life is: “I’d like to avoid” something. What do you hope to avoid? What is it that you do not wish to experience?It is very important that it be a negativity such as: “I hope to avoid not finding my way”, “I hope to avoid living my life as a defenseless puppet”. But it is immensely important that this is arising from that previous sentence. Do not write down on your paper a completely different meaning but formulate the negation of that original title. If originally your answer was: “I hope to find my way”, then now the title of your life is: “ I hope to avoid getting lost”, “I hope to avoid not finding my way”. All right, my dears! So now, write this down. Thus, now you have created a new list, which is a self-definition map, describing you in a much truer way than the list you had first. It is much truer, for we peeled off a layer. And now in the light of this, look at your first self-definition. That was a mendacious self-definition deriving from a layer that is not your being’s innermost point. It was like taking off those sunglasses through which you saw the world. And in going through this new list, and comparing it with the first one –and please work on this in the break time – you’ll see where your untrue points are, where you deceive yourself continuously, why you get stuck in your life, why you still need to experience that you’d move forward, but you always stumble over obstacles, that your life is not flowing, and you’re not a creator of the circumstance you desire.

Why is that? Because your self-definition is actually nothing else but the first point of this new list. In truth that is you right now. That is what you are creating for and around yourself. When you take a look in the mirror – by the way I ask you please, in the break time look at yourself in the mirror, and see this deficiency on your facial features – you’ll see it in your eyes. It’s very important that you experience this state now. Compare the two lists and try to discover the untrue points that created this first false self-definition. If you feel that this self-definition was not false, that is, you deem it true, then go through your second list with this self-definition. Indeed, you’ll get stuck, for it’ll feel wobbly, it’ll not work. Ok, my dear? If you defined well the first point in the first question cycle, then with the list-shifting, now it has to be matching, showing a much truer image of yourself. If you were incapable of bringing about the answers from a very honest point within you, then it is all wobbling, and you need to work on it, and re-write it in this light. I give you time now, and ask you, my dears, to put the two lists right. Preferably do not touch the first one, for that’s the one showing the degree of your honesty toward yourself. No one is honest to themselves, my dears. You all are liars! But if the second list seems truer to you, then you were able to be honest toward yourself. If it is not matching at all, then you need to examine carefully why and at which point you were incapable of being honest. If the second list is matching, that is, you feel that it’s describing you well, then please, compare the answers by putting the two lists next to each other, thus trying to find the lie-layers within your being preventing you from expressing yourself. That’s one lie. And I ask you to write down this lie about yourself for your edification. And from now on, if you catch yourself lying, you’ll be able to discover this within you by drawing yourself into this feeling.

Is that clear for you? All right, my dears, you need not to be afraid, this is a game that will start offsuch a drastic change inside you if you do it courageously, enthusiastically. We are in the midst of the game right now. Please, work individually and in silence in the break time. Examine the two lists, for a process has started off inside you. So try to stay in this energy and work with it, it is important! After the break, we’ll turn the coat inside out, for this coat you are wearing is so uncomfortable. We’ll put this right. But in order to do that you need to immerse yourself in this now. Take as much time as you need. Please, I ask you to take this game seriously, for stopping here in the middle can cause more harm than good. All right. I’ll meet you soon. I bless you all, my dears!

/ About 20 minute break /

Re-Tuning II.

Greetings, my dears! I am Adamus Saint Germain. You went through your list, didn’t you? Didn’t you? Hmm… All right. Now we are going to play a little game. I will show you the way you can change things, and look behind the mirror. You look at the world like you were looking at a mirror, but without ever examining what is behind it. Therefore you don’t know that actually you exist in a mirror room. Your whole reality, everything you experience is nothing else but the different reflections of yourselves. Until you are able to glance behind this mirror, you’ll dwell in the captivity of illusion. Now I am trying to show you the method of breaking out of this illusion. These simple little techniques, which are tricking the mind that is really eager to see this reflection, will help us break out if it.

Here we have a new list, right? I’d like to ask you to say to yourself a concept, an attribute on what this new list is like compared to the first one. If you are able to express this in a concept, then we succeed in capturing this difference between the two lists. This is very important. Oftentimes you are incapable of seeing the reality behind the illusory world, for your whole notional system feeds this illusion, it grew out of the root of this illusion, so to speak. When you were born onto Earth, your notional system grouped round the illusion, and if you can define these things notionally, then you can easily reprogram your mind in order for it to always be able to see behind things, to be able to ripen this knowledge you oftentimes experience on some marshy ground into an everyday knowledge within you. And it’ll be a knowledge that then you’ll be able to apply, my dear, because many of you have myriad experiences and feelings, others have theoretical knowledge, but in order for you to be able to put this knowledge into practice so that your life could be moved in a more pleasing direction, the notional system, your mind is essential. Because the mind, I repeat again, is something residing on the line between the Self and not-Self.

So, by defining something notionally, you actually create that thing. That’s the way you bring it in into your reality. There’s no one element of your reality that notionally you would not translate, so to speak. And that what you are able to formulate in concepts, you are able to experience as well. The two go together. And the important thing is not to act from within the mind, for there reside those illusion layers to be peeled off. So, act from within an inner point, yet, the mind is not to be switched off, my dear, but to be tuned to this inner point. You oftentimes misinterpret the guidance, the teachings we convey to you, for when we ask you to leave the mind outside, that doesn’t mean to switch it off. If we remove the software from the computer, then the hardware left will not really be able to serve us. So, the mind itself is that what somehow brings down to Earth all the knowledge, wisdom, recognitions, experiences you have throughout your path; it is what makes you be a creator-magus. The mind is the magic wand in your hands. The magician has his power, the magic, but without the magic wand in his hands, he cannot change the things he wants to.

So I’m telling you again that anytime you wish to achieve something you need to be able to formulate it to yourself; you need to formulate to yourself what the problem is, what it is that you wish to achieve, and all the steps you are to take. You have to be able to formulate your lies, my dear. They are lies until you formulate them, right, my dear? If I utter that it is a lie, then what have we done to it? BAAANG! We’ve put an end to it, right? There’s no more lie then! The biggest problem is that lie shows itself as being true, right? The moment you are able to say of something that it is not true, is a lie, you put an end to its false face and it’ll show its true face to you. All lies are lies as long as you hold them as truths. If you are able to question all your truth, then you will know precisely which is your real truth, which is your false truth, so to speak. Because when you start questioning a truth that is a truth point within you, it’ll show its truthness. With your questioning your falsehoods, they will start falling down and not have an effect on you any more. And this way you are able to go out of this illusion, for in truth illusion is nothing else, my dear, – again, I repeat it – but that you live here in a world. No! It is not so, my dear! You do not live in a world. The world lives in you! Now I ask each one of you to please close your dear little eyes. Close them. And the world disappears! It’s gone! This reality does not exist outside of you. Ok? You create it for yourself. Nothing exists; nothing is real. Everything gets to you through your senses. And if you now switched off all your senses in an instant, then you would not experience reality; actually you would not experience anything. If you switched off all your senses, then indeed you yourself would cease to be.

Here on Earth you use your five senses for trying to arrange reality to be a real setting, but you must know that when you’ll have lost this earthly body of yours, this physical shell, you will still have senses, so to speak, with which to perceive reality in some way. This perceiving system is ata whole different level, yet it is just the same as your senses. Because you move along in a space that is the reality created for you, and therein you need to perceive the reality elements compared to which you exist. If there were nothing existing, if you now close your eyes and experience that there is nothing apart from you, then you do not exist either. This is what you really need to understand. The biggest lie, the grandest illusion people experience here on Earth is that there’s a world, in addition, there’s “I”. No! It’s you and a world within you! And within it, you do whatever you want to do, because nothing, absolutely nothing can affect you from outside! If you can grasp, experience, taste, and sense this, then it will never ever happen that anything comes to you as an outer effect. You will know already that there is no such thing as “outside of me”, all this is inside me, it’s a movie within me. I am a slide projector; I project everything. Reflect on this a little bit, go out for a walk and examine everything you see, it’s all within you! It’s like a sphere in which you create yourself, my dear. And behind the sphere there’s nothing, therefore nothing can affect you from outside.

All right, my dears. I am now showing you little techniques that will help you peel off this illusion, for actually that’s the way you become creators, standards who throughout their lives will show others that it is possible to exist here on the physical plane as a physical human being of full rank without having to lift up, sit in lotus position, or as Dórika would say “eat bio yoghurt”. You have to manifest yourself here on the physical plane, but in such a way that everything gathers around you; you are the center, a motionless center. And all this colorful whirling is under your control, however, if you are not aware of this, then you’ll have the illusion that things have effect on you, and that you react to them. This reaction, which is a quasi-reaction, so to speak, is that what re-creates this feeling. And you create this defenselessness again and again. And now this game, that we are going to end and hopefully dissolve in a cathartic point, will show you how you are capable of creating, and transforming all this by shifting a simple conceptual definition. Those who do this exercise well, and able to keep the point we’ll create now, will experience that the old setting will fall down and you can build a new world in which you are going to have completely different experiences. In the same reality setting – since it is where you define yourself – you will not change this, because your self-consciousness would then fall apart, so to speak. But the ambience, the feeling will be different. Something that was brown or gray until now can turn into yellow or pink. This is your dream, my dear. If you want to create nightmares for yourself, you can do it anytime. Many are creating nightmares, for they like being scared. And it is also possible to conjure a beautiful dream out of this.

All right, my dears. So, here we have our new list. I ask you, please, write down the first and the last definition on a separate piece of paper. This is going to be a blank slate, tabula rasa, as wise men say! The first definition was a negative concept, expressing that who you are by a negative notion. The last one in turn was an existence definition of your present beingness through a negative concept again. Here’s a quite powerful negativity, a strong deficiency. It is the lack you experience now; it is there within your being, propelling you for a long time now, yet in an unconscious way. Now we are going to make ourselves realize this, and are going to transform it. You have to know that the creation of the world arose from the –1. The –1, the lack is what propels you all the time. That what you experience as a positive thing outside of you, a goal to reach, anything you wish to accomplish in your life, is always a lack within you. Outside it is positive, whereas lack inside you. This lack is pulling you towards this positive thing, for the basic law of the Universe is that null is what reigns. The nullity, the balance is that what defines existence. But in order for this motion to start off, to balance out, first a negativeness is needed. If you are capable of somehow defining these negatives in your life instead of covering them with blankets, throwing them into the corner, or lock them somewhere in a drawer, then this motion will be conscious, for you know precisely that lack within you leading you towards the point you wish to progress. It is important for you to be aware of this, because then it will not have power over you. Everything has power over you, my dear, until you make yourself aware of them, saying to yourself “it is within me”. Right? Because something outside of me, is not within me. By drawing it into myself, it will not be able to affect me from outside. I will have power over it, for I am not therein but it is inside me. Does that make sense, my dear? Yes?… Great! Excellent!

Now, let’s begin the game! Here we have the first definition, along which you define your whole beingness. Now we really need to immerse ourselves into this. We need to feel this negativeness intensely, for this is going to be the sucking force that will create a new world around us at a moment’s notice. The more you are going to feel the negative nature of it, that lack within you, the more powerful this motion, by which you will now start off, will be. I ask you, please, place yourself into you. Take a deep breath so as to draw yourself within. Many times you get to be outside of yourselves due to the mind, or different energies. When you are doing an intense work it’s really useful to strongly delineate this unity, this state of “I Am”, and this you can do by placing yourself within. So, when you are done with this, please, close your dear little eyes. Everybody, without exception! And now place yourselves into this concept defined in the first point. Start feeling that it is there within you. It is the essence, the basis of your existence definition. This is what made you put on those clothes you are wearing now. You put on these clothes out of this point. The food you eat is too out of this point. The way you communicate with people is out of this point. My dear, you do everything out of this point. Everything. This point is that what sets your world around you. That’s the way people look at you; you see this concept, which is now there within you as a negative, reflected in their eyes. Now try to find examples of this from your life… Aha! “That’s what I’ve been doing for a long time now. I’d like to solve this somehow, therefore I placed it outside of myself, and the world is mirroring this back to me continuously.” If your definition was “unsuccessful”, then everything is showing you this unsuccessful-ness, my dear. If you look in the mirror, an unsuccessful face is looking back at you. If you go out to the street, everybody is showing you this unsuccessfulness through insignificant tiny, little things. You’ll experience this in everything. Try to examine how this appears in your life, family, the relationship you have with your friends, your self-expression, activities, rest time, your sleeping.

My dear, the way you sleep tells everything about you. If you have this lack within you, then sleeping itself can show you this. Examine how you wake up, and start your day, how you relate to the physical surroundings, how it mirrors this negativeness back to you. And now put yourself into this terrible state and try to feel it until it gets unbearable, until this feeling inside you – that you are so miserable because of this lack – is strained to the limit. Increase this deficiency inside yourself. Increase it… Increase it… Increase it… It resided in your mind first, now spread it out everywhere. It has to be in all your points, see it in your clothes, see it in the activities you had yesterday, see it in this day, for actually this lack is what brought you here. See that when you entered the room, when you looked around, when you reflected on things to yourself; all that you did out of this point! See it in the relationship between you and me! In everything! See it in the way you relate to nature, to the animal kingdom. You relate to all kind of things that is surrounding you physically. Examine how your relationships, communication with others mirrors this back on you. Allow yourself to go deeper in this feeling so that slowly you, yourself get to be this deficiency. Your being is all about this lack now. This lack is what defines you right now, and we now are creating a very strong point in the negative pole. Just allow it, without wanting it so badly, for it is right there, you need not call it forth. It is now the most determining factor of your being. You just locked it up with a valve, but now we’ll open it up. Allow yourself to feel very, very miserable. Feel this tension ever more intensely. I let you know when I’ll sense it to be strained enough. Feel it until it seems insupportable to you, as if you were lying on the beach in the fiery sun until it makes you feel you explode from the extreme heat and you’d jump into the cool water. This is the point to be found. You feel it in yourself that this huge lack is there within you. This is now the basis of your self-definition, my dear. This is what you’ve been showing and trying to cover it with all kinds of blankets for so long. This is what you are right now. And we do see this, my dear! From up here we can see precisely your being, and that lack, that huge negative point within you. And you are trying to disguise it with all kinds of things. When you’ll have reached that insupportable point… Feel it. We wait a little bit longer…

Go even deeper into it…It must be really, really bad now, those who feel very bad are the ones doing this exercise right. If it gets really unbearable, you think you cannot endure it longer… then, at this very instant, say the positive side of it to yourself!!! The positive part of this concept! If there’s this deficiency within me, then what’s the positive side? If it was the “silliness” within you, then at this moment “wisdom” will burst out of you! Don’t do it from the mind! You have to create this from within; this needs to sprout out of you now! BAAANG!!! You all uttered it to yourself! A positive concept is now there within you!!! You all have it, right? Right? Right. You have it! You must have it now! Because if you succeeded in feeling the lack, then it brought this forth without you having to think about it. It is there! And this is now the new self-definition, having been called forth by the help of this exercise that will define our existence from this point on.

Now we are going to create a new list, a new self-definition out of this point. First, we start feeling this thing we called forth through this burst. Close your tiny little eyes, and feel how this good feeling is finally spreading out everywhere in yourself… It is here! Yes, it is here! If it were “defenselessness”, then “safety” appeared. It must be there, start spreading it out in yourself… in the mind, the heart, feel it in your pores. You start transforming your being. Place yourself into this feeling… This feeling is here within you… It is spreading out everywhere… Into your toes, hairs… Everywhere… You yourself will become this feeling, as if after having been under a lot of stress, aah… we finally let it go. Allow yourself to bring into being this feeling within you. And now start expanding it out beyond yourself, to those sitting next to you. They are showing you this, my dear. They are here to show you that this new self-definition is right here within you. Start expanding it into this whole room. Feel that this room is here for no other reason than to support you in experiencing this feeling. You are here to experience this. This is what you are now, my dear. I am here, with my angelic friends, and we all are supporting this. We gather around you and help you experience this feeling. Dórika is here to help you understand this with the mind as well. Gábor too supports us with his energies. Everything, the devices, the furniture, the street traffic noise. Everything. This feeling pervades you. Spread it out. Try to bring into being a new world. Everything, everything, even the disturbing circumstances bring forth this feeling inside you, for you allow it for yourself. Everything that is happening now is here in order for everyone to experience this feeling. Place yourself slowly into it as if you were going into the cool water after being out in the sun. Cool yourself down. Immerse your head as well. Feel that you have cooled down. Feel the tranquility, the peace. Feel that at long last we’ve called forth a truth point from ourselves. We’ve called forth something that had to be covered with blankets, for we didn’t dare to look at the negative side of it. And as we place ourselves in it, it is pervading us. Now slowly open your eyes, look around, and try to discover the changes. Can you see them?… Can you see the newly created support system helping you experience this?

All right. Let’s move on to the second point. We try to define out of this point that what we are becoming. What are we going to be if we are able to maintain this feeling, and manifest it consciously in our everyday lives? What are we becoming if we choose the clothes we put on in a way that they support this feeling, if we look into the eyes of our friends from this point, if we arrange the objects around us in a way that they express this? What are we going to become? This is what you need to define with one concept, my dear? It’s a new answer to the second question, isn’t it? We are creating a new time-circle now. With altering the starting point, you change your whole life. It is sufficient to change merely one point in your life, and then at that moment everything will change for you. There’s no linearity, it’s just an illusion. If you change and define yourself in a sacred, pure manner, the whole world, your past and your future will align with this. All right? So, let’s define from this point that what we wish to become.

When you’re done, the next point is the person in our physical existence embodying this new feeling for us. Who is the one that shows you this new feeling in the truest way? Who is the one telling you this crystal clearly by the look in their eyes? Who is this man? Who is the person you love – out of this point – the most in the whole wide world? We love him/her oh so much! Feel it! Now, if you know who this person is, please, close your eyes again…and start feeling this new kind of love from this point…start feeling how much you love this person for showing you who you truly are…sense this…This must spring up like a geyser; it was there within you. A love of different nature, different dimensions. It is a connection between two people at a higher point. Feel how much you love this being…And I do ask you, please, be sure to find a way today to somehow express this to this person in any way possible. When you feel that, when this love is there within you, lock it into your heart…Try to preserve it, for this is the outer point that will always remind you about this feeling you’ve just called forth within yourself.

Now, let’s formulate the answer to the next question, that is, how is this person showing that to us? How is this man helping us experience this feeling? How is she/he supporting us through their being? Yes, indeed, this being is supporting this, that’s why she/he exists, that’s the reason you created this man, my dear. Formulate this. Anchor down your recognitions by these conceptual techniques. Who is this person compared to you from this point? Try to condense that into a concept. Who is she/he? How is she/he showing you your newly born Self? My dear, this man has been waiting for this to be born within you, and to show this to you. See it! See how this beloved one shows this! You have to be able to verbalize this in a simple fashion… Good… And we love this person oh so much… Expand out this love again to all things, for this love within us is in truth our love towards ourselves. We can love ourselves this much… You see, my dears?… You are capable of loving yourself, you’ve just placed this feeling out into another person. But this is nothing else but loving yourself, because this whole list, this whole game is about getting to know yourself. I am showing you points that are there within you, and this beloved one you love so much is a part of you. It is a sacred part within you, which you suppressed until this point. You covered it, and now we are trying to revive it. We are removing the soil from it, and letting it burst into flower. For it will burst into flower, my dear, it’ll make a difference to you. With this you are doing an energetic work that has long-run effects. You’ll see! So here we have this definition, and now expand it out to the world.

Let’s move on to the next point. How our world is showing this feeling to us? What our world has become now? Write it down. Just a simple sentence, my dear. Write down what your world is now from this point. How is the world showing you this new color you’ve just created? How is this world supporting you? What is the world from this new point? Define what the world is to you. It is immensely important to define this from deep within, from this newly created point. Formulate and feel it… Everything you now know about the world is there within you. That’s all there is. Nothing else exists. All else is just an illusion. You may think that others know something you don’t know, but those others do not exist either. They are too parts of your world. And now you are trying to re-arrange, re-formulate, re-color this world. Try to make it in the image of yourself.

Now that you are done and placed yourself in this new world, try to define yourself in it in this new way. Who are you compared to this new world? My dear, we’ve created a new setting! Who are you compared to this? Define the relation between you and the world in one sentence! Define who you are in this world! Define for yourself and me the way you relate to the world. What is the linkage between you and this world? What kind of world have we created and who are we in it? Where is this world compared to us? This is what you need to define. When you have it, again, place yourself within it, because this is a new creation, my dear. You now reside in a completely different point of this world compared to where you were two hours ago. You pushed off, so to speak, from the point where you said there was this world affecting me, and in addition, there was “I”, and now you’ve created something new. Feel it… Feel yourself in it. Feel how you affect this world, or how it affects you. And start looking at this dual feeling from an upper point. See yourself in your world. See yourself with your world. Try to bring into being a unity between you and the world. You are not separate from the world. No! You are One! You are your world; you create your world. Your world supports you, and by this it creates you again and again. All right, my dears. Well done! Wonderful…

Lastly, let’s give a title to this new life! A title that defines and truly shows you what your life has become. What have we brought into being today? What kind of resurrection, so to speak, have we partaken of? Write it down. It is very important to formulate this right, for this will be an amulet for you! Please, carry it with you as a reminder in case you happen to feel that you are slipping, or things seem to be getting out of hand. Put it on your neck or wrist, or carry it in your wallet. Make a memory of this day with the help of this expression now you are creating as the last point. It’ll always remind you of that Who You truly Are, what your beingness is, how you define yourself. Very good…

Now, let’s close your little eyes again, and dive into this. We have now created a unity with seven points. We have now created a new time-circle, my dear. The old way of defining yourself out of that deficiency has ended now, and we have brought into being the balancing of this. Now you need to be at a null point. Feel the nullity you are in. You yourself are this measureless middle. And this middle – when you’ll have experienced, tasted, and drawn into you the +1 at all its point as it is mirrored back to you – will then bring into being a –2. And thus you can move along the path of beingness in a much more harmonic, balanced and conscious way. With creating the +1, we now have transmuted the –1 into 0. We are right here in the nullity now. Experience this! Now do not lose your hold on it, creating a –2 immediately. No, no! Experience the nullity… the tranquility, the peace… the power we’ve just gained over ourselves… My dear, this is now a power in your hands by which you are able to change anything!!! But keep this feeling. Do not slip back into the –1, which you’d then cover with layers anew, turning it into something that will not be a 0 but something worse. In truth now you start creating and feeling this. You start creating this by taking tiny little steps. When this 0 reaches the point where it finds fulfillment, re-writing the circle; when you can see that all your elements of your past was supporting this new sensation of life, then the –2 will be formed. Yet, it’ll be a higher level, my dear! It’ll be quite a bit higher level of your self-definition compared to the one you’ve now defined. We could now hop up two stairs at a time. You hopped two stairs in your consciousness if you could move along with me in this process, my dear. Two stairs! We pulled down an illusion, and by this you already stepped higher, in addition, we created something new, by which we got even more higher. You need to keep this, for awareness is the result of a conscious maintenance, my dear. You need to be conscious if you are in the state of consciousness, right? Keep it, and get into the habit of it! You won’t have difficulty in maintaining this. You just simply need to allow this for yourself. But always be aware of the conscious maintenance of this. When you feel you are slipping back, and the –1 is appearing again, then take out that small amulet you made for yourself. Take out this new feeling; for it is right there, we called it forth. It’s like taking out cobwebbed stuffs from within the deep drawers of a cupboard. Even if we may close the cupboard, the things taken out of it will always be there. Because we found them. My dear, if you find and experience something new within yourself, then you can’t loose that any more. All right? Trust this! Try to strengthen your trust in this. Many times I see that you are afraid of losing something you achieved.

My dear, you cannot lose what is yours! It’s there within you. You do not find it until you look for it. You will not find it if you look for it in the wrong place. But if you could find it from a good point of yours, it’ll overflow you. It’s right there in the cupboard, and you may close its doors, but you won’t be able to forget about it any more. We have now created this state, my dear, and your task is now to try to expand this out. Now try to manifest this somehow. You can talk about it now. It is now time to talk about this. My dear, we do not talk about the negatives, for by this we cover it again. Right? Talking about a negative thing always happens by making it look nicer. By wearing make-up, face powder. Do not talk about the negative things, you just call it forth within you, and write it down. Keep it in there; it is your secret. And when the positive comes out along this, then that you manifest! Envelop everyone in it, and by this we can create an energetic system in which we support each other in this. When one will now experience another person, they will experience in them that the other supports them in what they created, and vice versa. This is a web, my dear, a wonder! This is a system from which I would take out any of you than everybody’s system would collapse. Okay? So, let’s stay together for a bit longer… Sense this feeling, and start manifesting it!!!
Thank you so much for your work! I bless you all, my dears!

(Translated by Adrien Kovacs)